People!

Look, I know that I am not in everyone's little circle and shit- that's fine. I've known most of you for at least 3 years now and I think I still deserve respect. I've blogged twice, maybe three times about how I was feeling in regards to Ikyam. It is my right. My feelings are valid. It is my blog. I am trying to get over him; thanks for the advice though. Not all people are lucky in love. Plus, does everyone freaking know the whole background to our relationship and our problems? No, probably not. Some things are not always so cut and dry or black and white. It is not like we just dated- we were going to get married.

So, what I'm being told is I was the girl that the group just tolerated because your friend was dating me? I thought that everybody got along fine. I guess I've been put in my place. Oh, and please do not refer to my past relationship with Ikyam in a manner that portrays it as a shame. We were in love. He has old wounds that won't heal from me and I have some new ones. Two bloggings on this subject, okay 3 now, are not going to kill anyone. This is also a place for me to vent. If you didn't like me or don't like me than oh well, nothing I can do or say will change that.